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gone

you got me
ϟ 09/09
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ϟ 12/09

and i got you
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kids don't know shit
12/29/2009 // 20:51

i could never hate you no matter how much you'd hurt me. "you're making it impossible to survive"

it's like
i only hate people i don't know,
people i've spoken a word or few words to,
people i've never spoken to,
saw them on the street, on tv, you know what's up.

and
i lie more and more every day
i lie about everything. all the time really
she tells me to fix it but do i really mind

well she tells me a lot of things.
you do things before you think them through. fix it
you're a miserable person. you can never be fully happy, you know
( you used to make me happy ) fixitfixit
get over that guy it was five years ago for fucks sake. fix it
why are you so insecure you're just bringing yourself down fix it

the arm
// 20:50

omg i survived yet another year without killing myself l ol sylvia plath vladimir mayakovsky beatrice hastings jens bjorneboe

girls
11/01/2009 // 03:46


"i like being full of everything, but no one cares these days"

well. -
// 03:10

underneath the sky today i\'ve been dancing and it was so cold and i had glitter in my hair but i had no idea where it came from and one of them girls came to me saying \"you\'re doing okay\" and smiling and i almost peed myself laughing,   and everything was red red and i felt like it didnt matter at the same time otherwise i would be dead already - where is my where is my where is my  everything is so frustrating and beautiful                              
             i dont know if anything matters anymore or if it ever will and if i ever got to grow up or maybe i am just refusing to realize what really is going on - wrong ways of doing everything is pretty much in my veins now
and i don't know but when we're alone i just flow

leave
10/28/2009 // 08:35

disappointments are alright.

and everything is alright, alright. i couldn't even talk; it's alright...