"i like being full of everything, but no one cares these days"
underneath the sky today i\'ve been dancing and it was so cold and i had glitter in my hair but i had no idea where it came from and one of them girls came to me saying \"you\'re doing okay\" and smiling and i almost peed myself laughing, and everything was red red and i felt like it didnt matter at the same time otherwise i would be dead already - where is my where is my where is my everything is so frustrating and beautiful
i dont know if anything matters anymore or if it ever will and if i ever got to grow up or maybe i am just refusing to realize what really is going on - wrong ways of doing everything is pretty much in my veins now
and i don't know but when we're alone i just flow